I was wondering what was up from your other posts, but didn't want to ask for details as at that point you evidently weren't ready to give them.

I'm sorry things have been so messy. I know from what my ex did that when you don't have any answer to "Why?" it can really screw your head around, and make you feel like a motorway pileup... :-(

Still, I'd like to wish you a happy birthday, even if things aren't as you'd hoped, and point out that today isn't going to rain, in fact you might get full on sun in the afternoon (http://www.bbc.co.uk/weather/24hr.shtml?world=0008)... Maybe you should make birthday + 1/3 a regular thing?

Take care.

G