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libellum's party, so don't bother trying to ring me until I retrieve it - hopefully sometime tomorrow.
Party was okay, some rather disappointing drunken stupidity by people who should know better, but hey, it's a party. I got a very nice head massage and a hug when my mood swings went for the 'down' phase, which got me up and about again for a while. Eventually everyone I wanted to hang out with was either in the back garden smoking, or had left, so I headed home myself.
Mood swings? Yeah, I've been really mood swingy the last week or two. That crap from the lawyers really didn't help, but I don't think it was the initial cause of whatever's going on in my head, just a strong trigger. I'm trying to remember whether my head was messed up before last weekend's double clubbing expedition, and I think it was, although not so noticeably. Not really sure what's going on, but I'm feeling a bit low, and also a bit vulnerable somehow, which is more unusual and therefore a bit disorienting. I should probably claim more hugs in the near future.
Friday night wascryx's farewell party, as she's off to poke Oz with a pointy stick for a year or so. I really couldn't get my head around the whole people thing so I left really early, which sucks - she's gone for a year now. Also, there were other interesting people there who I didn't talk to properly either.
Not really sure what I'm up to tomorrow - a long lay-in, definitely. Need to go and retrieve my phone at some point. Maybe I'll try to get some stuff sorted out on my websites, I'm paying for two servers and not using the more powerful (and cheaper!) one at all, which is stupid.
Bleurgh. Want snuggles. *mopes off to bed*
libellum's party, so don't bother trying to ring me until I retrieve it - hopefully sometime tomorrow.Party was okay, some rather disappointing drunken stupidity by people who should know better, but hey, it's a party. I got a very nice head massage and a hug when my mood swings went for the 'down' phase, which got me up and about again for a while. Eventually everyone I wanted to hang out with was either in the back garden smoking, or had left, so I headed home myself.
Mood swings? Yeah, I've been really mood swingy the last week or two. That crap from the lawyers really didn't help, but I don't think it was the initial cause of whatever's going on in my head, just a strong trigger. I'm trying to remember whether my head was messed up before last weekend's double clubbing expedition, and I think it was, although not so noticeably. Not really sure what's going on, but I'm feeling a bit low, and also a bit vulnerable somehow, which is more unusual and therefore a bit disorienting. I should probably claim more hugs in the near future.
Friday night was
cryx's farewell party, as she's off to poke Oz with a pointy stick for a year or so. I really couldn't get my head around the whole people thing so I left really early, which sucks - she's gone for a year now. Also, there were other interesting people there who I didn't talk to properly either.Not really sure what I'm up to tomorrow - a long lay-in, definitely. Need to go and retrieve my phone at some point. Maybe I'll try to get some stuff sorted out on my websites, I'm paying for two servers and not using the more powerful (and cheaper!) one at all, which is stupid.
Bleurgh. Want snuggles. *mopes off to bed*
